Goodbye 4eva...

Last tue..i received a phone call from my mum..informing me that my cousin ah guan has passed away..though he has been unwell for a couple of months now..u can nv feel prepared for such things..

R.I.P
In Loving Memory of Ah Guan
1980 - 2006

I called my my PC to ask for permission to leave camp shortly after receiving the news. As kind as he always is, he readjusted the schedule for that day as we were actually having an exercise. When I got there, it was veri still n quiet..my uncle and aunt's eyes were swollen..i din know how to console them..they've taken realli good care of him..even feeding n bathin him in recent months..When his face were covered n body brought away..they couldnt help but cry out loud and reluctantly let him go.

It is nv an easy thing to deal with..being family of deceased..but i know he'll be heading to a much better place where he'll finally be able to have the environment that he deserves. He was blessed with perfect parents when he was brought into this world. N his perfect parents has sent him off on his last journey too.

This is my second cousin to have passed away this yr...what a yr...funerals always reminds me of the lowest point of my life which happened last yr...where i couldnt be in worse shape..grandpa's death...breakup..being lied to..being mocked at..gettin confined..losin so many things that was impt to me..all in a week..

I guess life is full of ups n downs..

Its realli how u react to it that makes the difference..

I'm glad that it is all over..

to e love ones that passed..

Goodbye 4eva..