Last tue..i received a phone call from my mum..informing me that my cousin ah guan has passed away..though he has been unwell for a couple of months now..u can nv feel prepared for such things..
R.I.P
In Loving Memory of Ah Guan
1980 - 2006
I called my my PC to ask for permission to leave camp shortly after receiving the news. As kind as he always is, he readjusted the schedule for that day as we were actually having an exercise. When I got there, it was veri still n quiet..my uncle and aunt's eyes were swollen..i din know how to console them..they've taken realli good care of him..even feeding n bathin him in recent months..When his face were covered n body brought away..they couldnt help but cry out loud and reluctantly let him go.
It is nv an easy thing to deal with..being family of deceased..but i know he'll be heading to a much better place where he'll finally be able to have the environment that he deserves. He was blessed with perfect parents when he was brought into this world. N his perfect parents has sent him off on his last journey too.
This is my second cousin to have passed away this yr...what a yr...funerals always reminds me of the lowest point of my life which happened last yr...where i couldnt be in worse shape..grandpa's death...breakup..being lied to..being mocked at..gettin confined..losin so many things that was impt to me..all in a week..
I guess life is full of ups n downs..
Its realli how u react to it that makes the difference..
I'm glad that it is all over..
to e love ones that passed..
Goodbye 4eva..
vAmpIre 4 a dAy...
bEEn a long long time since i updated my blog...tsk tsk..busy researchin n surfing at other stuffs...Last week i had e extraction of my wisdom tooth @ AH..wat an experience..haha..
When i first got there..they had me lie down on the operation bed after takin my blood pressure..den the dentist inserted a needle deep into my gums...and i do mean DEEP...n injected anesthetic to make me numb..n thank god i was numb..
as soon as the anesthetic kicked in..the dentist operated on me..she kept askin me to open my mouth wide..as though i was not tryin..hey...i'm no big mouth..Lol...
she den drilled into my gums and exposed more of my tooth..imagin hearin drills in ur mouth..blood immediately filled my mouth..As soon as she had the gap she wanted..she had my head pressed down with the nurse's help and tried with all her might to pull the tooth out.
Though i was numb, I could hear and feel her pulling till the gums tore up..and the tooth finally out..imagine picturing any of ur body part tear off...eek...
When i first got there..they had me lie down on the operation bed after takin my blood pressure..den the dentist inserted a needle deep into my gums...and i do mean DEEP...n injected anesthetic to make me numb..n thank god i was numb..
as soon as the anesthetic kicked in..the dentist operated on me..she kept askin me to open my mouth wide..as though i was not tryin..hey...i'm no big mouth..Lol...
she den drilled into my gums and exposed more of my tooth..imagin hearin drills in ur mouth..blood immediately filled my mouth..As soon as she had the gap she wanted..she had my head pressed down with the nurse's help and tried with all her might to pull the tooth out.
Though i was numb, I could hear and feel her pulling till the gums tore up..and the tooth finally out..imagine picturing any of ur body part tear off...eek...
I was finally stitched up but that doesnt stop the bleedin..the bleedin continued for 6 hours..as every patient would..and i was left tastin and spittin blood onto the sink till 6 hours later..sounds yummy?..muz be..Lol..If i was a vampire...Lol..guess i hav a sneak preview of how it feels..
Surgery was over and i had to wait for my prescription at the pharmacy..dats where i realised they registered ME...as a FEMALE???...and when it was my turn to go to the counter..the staff were announcin loudly over the mic.."callin for MISS PHUA WEI QUAN..."
i walked up and she gave me that "excuse me?..y r u here?.." look and i gave her bac the same look..."excuse me?...MISS PHUA WEI QUAN???"...Lol...she laughed out too..
well...but it definitely feels better now...now dat the stitches r gone n i can eat with both sides now..guess i cant say i'm lookin forward to the next surgery..embrace..
